My Books

I Remember Eden

A Memoir of Secrets, Identity, and Truth

I Remember Eden is a literary memoir written by Holly Chandler Christy rooted in memory, secrecy, and the loss of innocence. It traces a woman’s life shaped by beauty, silence, faith, and the long consequences of being asked not to speak.

The story begins in what the author calls her personal Eden: a childhood surrounded by art, ritual, nature, and affection. At the center of that world was “Poppy,” later revealed to be the celebrated American artist Howard Chandler Christy. This relationship formed the emotional core of her early life, yet it existed under strict secrecy, enforced primarily through her mother’s fear and silence.

Is Love a Four-Letter Word?

Exploring Religion, Science, Love, and Human Desire

Is Love a Four-Letter Word? is a deeply personal memoir that examines how religion, shame, sexuality, and social expectations shape a woman’s understanding of love, self-worth, and belonging. Drawing from lived experience, Holly traces her journey through faith, relationships, marriage, divorce, motherhood, and disenchantment, questioning the narratives she was taught and the cost of believing them.



Structured as a series of reflective chapters, the book moves between intimate storytelling and cultural critique.